killer thunder
Wednesday, 15 July 2015
Sunday, 21 June 2015
Tip Title:What Really Makes You Tick?
Tip Description:Be all you can be, but it's not always in the Army. I often see myself as somewhat contented with my life the way things are, but of course it's hard to think of anything else when where are real issues to be discussed. Still I aspire for something deeper and more meaningful. So we're all pelted with problems. Honestly it shouldn't even bother or even hinder us to becoming all we ought to be. Aspirations as kids should continue to live within us, even though it would be short-lived or as long as we could hold on to the dream. They say you can't teach an old dog new tricksÖ or can they? 1. What do I really want? The question of the ages. So many things you want to do with your life and so little time to even go about during the day. Find something that you are good at can help realize that small step towards improvement. Diligence is the key to know that it is worth it. 2. Should I really change? Today's generation has taken another level of redefining 'self', or at least that's what the kids are saying. Having an army of teenage nieces and nephews has taught me that there are far worse things that they could have had than acne or maybe even promiscuity. So how does that fit into your lifestyle? If history has taught us one thing, it's the life that we have gone through. Try to see if partying Seventies style wouldn't appeal to the younger generation, but dancing is part of partying. Watch them applaud after showing them how to really dance than break their bones in break-dancing. 3. What's the bright side in all of this? With so much is happening around us there seem to be no room for even considering that light at the end of the tunnel. We can still see it as something positive without undergoing so much scrutiny. And if it's a train at the end of the tunnel, take it for a ride and see what makes the world go round! 4. Am I comfortable with what I'm doing? There's always the easy way and the right way when it comes to deciding what goes with which shoes, or purse, shirt and whatnot. It doesn't take a genius to see yourself as someone unique, or else we'll all be equally the same in everything we do. Variety brings in very interesting and exciting questions to be experimented. 5. Have I done enough for myself? Have you, or is there something more you want to do? Discontentment in every aspect can be dangerous in large doses, but in small amounts you'll be able to see and do stuff you could never imagine doing. 6. Am I happy at where I am today? It's an unfair question so let it be an answer! You love being a good and loving mom or dad to your kids, then take it up a notch! Your kids will love you forever. The same goes with everyday life! 7. Am I appealing to the opposite sex? So maybe I don't have an answer to that, but that doesn't mean I can't try it, though. Whether you shape-up, change the way you wear your clothes or hair, or even your attitude towards people, you should always remember it will always be for your own benefit. 8. How much could I have? I suppose in this case there is no such things on having things too much or too little, but it's more on how badly you really need it. I'd like to have lots of money, no denying that, but the question is that how much are you willing to work for it? 9. What motivates me? What motivates you? It's an answer you have to find out for yourself. There are so many things that can make everyone happy, but to choose one of the may be the hardest part. It's not like you can't have one serving of your favorite food in a buffet and that's it. Just try it piece by piece. 10. What Really Makes You Tick? So? What really makes you tick? You can be just about anything you always wanted to be, but to realize that attaining something that may seem very difficult is already giving up before you even start that journey. Always remember, that self-improvement is not just about the physical or philosophical change you have to undergo, but it's something that you really want. Check it out Nice App!https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.mobyi.selfMotivation
Monday, 15 June 2015
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Monday, 27 October 2014
killer thunder: i'am a prisoner in my own cell.
i'am a prisoner in my own cell.
I am a prisoner in my own cell.
I’m locked in a dark place, four walls around me.
I only see the light through shadows.
I only see my shadow and only feel the loneliness and bitterness inside me.
I am a prisoner.
I am a prisoner in my own cell.
I sit everyday and night in a hell hole, trying to find myself. Trying to find out how did I become a prisoner. How did I ended here?
Shadows of my past follow me, shadows of my demons can’t let me sleep.
How did I become a prisoner?
I just feel anger, loneliness, pain, hate flowing inside me. What have I done to be here? Why did I let this happen?
Well I suppose the answer lies with me, I am a prisoner not by crime but because I find myself locked up in my own cell. I can’t be free, I can't get out of this dark four walls room. I’m filled with hate and revenge.
I can’t face the world like this, I can't share my pain. I’m alone I beat myself and torture myself because I have no one to share the feeling in me.
Everyday of my life there is no happiness the happiness I had has been replaced by my hate, anger and my hunger for revenge.
I have been in this place for so long, i had time to think and the time to decide who I am and what I want to be. I have found the real me and I have changed. I am evolution. It took 100 nights and 100 days to evolve to this person.
I see no love to the world there is no place for man like me. It seems as if what I touch dies, rot and everything that made me happy makes me feel unwanted. The person in me is the person I have become.
I have become a monster in my own generation. If feel no mercy with no love, many will find no comfort next to me. My eyes are full of fire; I burn everything I look at. I don’t see the beauty of life and nature anymore.
I am what I am and don’t know for how long. I don’t know what I can do as I no longer know what I am?
Many people find themselves in this place and darkness I’m in and take bad decisions. They take wrong path and get lost forever.
This is the feeling we all feel inside when we are lost, lonely, angry and seeking revenge. It is not a normal feeling but the question is can I handle this? Can I be the person I used to be?
You don’t have to be. You must find the new person in you. You feel like you have been let down. You feel like you should fight back the feeling. There is no love in the place you find yourself in.
Love is difficult to find or to see. Love is very far from us because we never knew it. I grew up not feeling the love, a mystery child full of anger.
Pain and love goes together, anger and loneliness are best friends you can’t separate them. But to find love mean you have to leave and sacrifice whatever makes you happy. To be loved means you have to leave a clone's life.
You can never be loved for who you’re but you can only be loved for what you have become. People love what they see about you and accept what they hear about you. They can hate.
My new me have changed the way I think and act. As I act like a beast spotting a prey. It goes deeper in the grass and makes no sound. The eyes wide open and nothing can distract it from killing its prey. The beast with a strong and sharp mind never moves eyes from a prey before it catches it.
I’m the beast I feast only fresh meat. I kill for my prey.
Will this feeling ever pass me, will it die as it is a dangerous one. Many become beasts forever they can't find the way back where they were. I see people committing suicide because they feel defeated.
Only you can change the way you think, the way you live and the way you see the world. It takes a brave man and woman to change; there is still one thing left. What do you want to become? You don't like the person you're right now and you know the person you want to be.
You lived to impress, this is no more stop impressing people who don't want to be impress by you. Or who takes advantage of you
Saturday, 19 April 2014
fear
fear is the enemy of heart and mind