Monday 27 October 2014
killer thunder: i'am a prisoner in my own cell.
killer thunder: i'am a prisoner in my own cell.: I am a prisoner. I am a prisoner in my own cell. I’m locked in a dark place, four walls around me. I only see the light through shadows. ...
i'am a prisoner in my own cell.
I am a prisoner.
I am a prisoner in my own cell.
I’m locked in a dark place, four walls around me.
I only see the light through shadows.
I only see my shadow and only feel the loneliness and bitterness inside me.
I am a prisoner.
I am a prisoner in my own cell.
I sit everyday and night in a hell hole, trying to find myself. Trying to find out how did I become a prisoner. How did I ended here?
Shadows of my past follow me, shadows of my demons can’t let me sleep.
How did I become a prisoner?
I just feel anger, loneliness, pain, hate flowing inside me. What have I done to be here? Why did I let this happen?
Well I suppose the answer lies with me, I am a prisoner not by crime but because I find myself locked up in my own cell. I can’t be free, I can't get out of this dark four walls room. I’m filled with hate and revenge.
I can’t face the world like this, I can't share my pain. I’m alone I beat myself and torture myself because I have no one to share the feeling in me.
Everyday of my life there is no happiness the happiness I had has been replaced by my hate, anger and my hunger for revenge.
I have been in this place for so long, i had time to think and the time to decide who I am and what I want to be. I have found the real me and I have changed. I am evolution. It took 100 nights and 100 days to evolve to this person.
I see no love to the world there is no place for man like me. It seems as if what I touch dies, rot and everything that made me happy makes me feel unwanted. The person in me is the person I have become.
I have become a monster in my own generation. If feel no mercy with no love, many will find no comfort next to me. My eyes are full of fire; I burn everything I look at. I don’t see the beauty of life and nature anymore.
I am what I am and don’t know for how long. I don’t know what I can do as I no longer know what I am?
Many people find themselves in this place and darkness I’m in and take bad decisions. They take wrong path and get lost forever.
This is the feeling we all feel inside when we are lost, lonely, angry and seeking revenge. It is not a normal feeling but the question is can I handle this? Can I be the person I used to be?
You don’t have to be. You must find the new person in you. You feel like you have been let down. You feel like you should fight back the feeling. There is no love in the place you find yourself in.
Love is difficult to find or to see. Love is very far from us because we never knew it. I grew up not feeling the love, a mystery child full of anger.
Pain and love goes together, anger and loneliness are best friends you can’t separate them. But to find love mean you have to leave and sacrifice whatever makes you happy. To be loved means you have to leave a clone's life.
You can never be loved for who you’re but you can only be loved for what you have become. People love what they see about you and accept what they hear about you. They can hate.
My new me have changed the way I think and act. As I act like a beast spotting a prey. It goes deeper in the grass and makes no sound. The eyes wide open and nothing can distract it from killing its prey. The beast with a strong and sharp mind never moves eyes from a prey before it catches it.
I’m the beast I feast only fresh meat. I kill for my prey.
Will this feeling ever pass me, will it die as it is a dangerous one. Many become beasts forever they can't find the way back where they were. I see people committing suicide because they feel defeated.
Only you can change the way you think, the way you live and the way you see the world. It takes a brave man and woman to change; there is still one thing left. What do you want to become? You don't like the person you're right now and you know the person you want to be.
You lived to impress, this is no more stop impressing people who don't want to be impress by you. Or who takes advantage of you
I am a prisoner in my own cell.
I’m locked in a dark place, four walls around me.
I only see the light through shadows.
I only see my shadow and only feel the loneliness and bitterness inside me.
I am a prisoner.
I am a prisoner in my own cell.
I sit everyday and night in a hell hole, trying to find myself. Trying to find out how did I become a prisoner. How did I ended here?
Shadows of my past follow me, shadows of my demons can’t let me sleep.
How did I become a prisoner?
I just feel anger, loneliness, pain, hate flowing inside me. What have I done to be here? Why did I let this happen?
Well I suppose the answer lies with me, I am a prisoner not by crime but because I find myself locked up in my own cell. I can’t be free, I can't get out of this dark four walls room. I’m filled with hate and revenge.
I can’t face the world like this, I can't share my pain. I’m alone I beat myself and torture myself because I have no one to share the feeling in me.
Everyday of my life there is no happiness the happiness I had has been replaced by my hate, anger and my hunger for revenge.
I have been in this place for so long, i had time to think and the time to decide who I am and what I want to be. I have found the real me and I have changed. I am evolution. It took 100 nights and 100 days to evolve to this person.
I see no love to the world there is no place for man like me. It seems as if what I touch dies, rot and everything that made me happy makes me feel unwanted. The person in me is the person I have become.
I have become a monster in my own generation. If feel no mercy with no love, many will find no comfort next to me. My eyes are full of fire; I burn everything I look at. I don’t see the beauty of life and nature anymore.
I am what I am and don’t know for how long. I don’t know what I can do as I no longer know what I am?
Many people find themselves in this place and darkness I’m in and take bad decisions. They take wrong path and get lost forever.
This is the feeling we all feel inside when we are lost, lonely, angry and seeking revenge. It is not a normal feeling but the question is can I handle this? Can I be the person I used to be?
You don’t have to be. You must find the new person in you. You feel like you have been let down. You feel like you should fight back the feeling. There is no love in the place you find yourself in.
Love is difficult to find or to see. Love is very far from us because we never knew it. I grew up not feeling the love, a mystery child full of anger.
Pain and love goes together, anger and loneliness are best friends you can’t separate them. But to find love mean you have to leave and sacrifice whatever makes you happy. To be loved means you have to leave a clone's life.
You can never be loved for who you’re but you can only be loved for what you have become. People love what they see about you and accept what they hear about you. They can hate.
My new me have changed the way I think and act. As I act like a beast spotting a prey. It goes deeper in the grass and makes no sound. The eyes wide open and nothing can distract it from killing its prey. The beast with a strong and sharp mind never moves eyes from a prey before it catches it.
I’m the beast I feast only fresh meat. I kill for my prey.
Will this feeling ever pass me, will it die as it is a dangerous one. Many become beasts forever they can't find the way back where they were. I see people committing suicide because they feel defeated.
Only you can change the way you think, the way you live and the way you see the world. It takes a brave man and woman to change; there is still one thing left. What do you want to become? You don't like the person you're right now and you know the person you want to be.
You lived to impress, this is no more stop impressing people who don't want to be impress by you. Or who takes advantage of you
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